“Where am I?” – is how I ended my last post, WTF is that?
Come’on now kids…You all know I’m better than that!
The obvious answer(s) are:
1- You’re a great mother, &
2- You’ve got award winning hair
Thanks for your e-mails, I get it & you’re right.
“…but until you start believing in yourself, you’re not going to have a life”
See, I get it.
We all have our mopy, disgusting, depressing days, I have been having a few recently. And at this point, I’m not sure why I was…
I have so many incredible things to be thankful for, amazing family, knock-out offspring, love from each and every one of my family and friends, good health, great hair , so many things…
I’m thankful, I am beyond that.
I always write a letter to my biological mother, save it, and then delete it when I read it the next time, because life always transforms. Things change, decisions amend, we adjust. I stumbled upon someone’s entry tonight, which made me decide to stop revolutionizing my life to be what I need it to be in the future. I can’t change what I am now, or yesterday, or six years ago.
And nor do I want to.
The things I am, have, learned now…are because of what I’ve done.
I keep modifying what I would say if I ever met the person that gave me everything, and I think I’ve been looking at life all wrong. From the wrong perspective.
This is now.
I know exactly what I want.
And I know exactly how I’m going to get it.
Ready? I am. I know exactly where I am.
And I’m so excited.
